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' Humans cannot live by bread alone'. This to me means no matter how well fed, comfortable and well off I maybe, even though flimsy as in comparison to others there to me has always been since early memories and experiences, no matter how well exercised and even feeling well and healthy there is a 'special something' that is not prescribed or definable and is elusive to human senses and unobtainable as a commodity.
Affluence, acquisitions, material possessions, academic achievements, high status, Royal positions, Presidents and Prime Ministers, Holy orders, top sporting Accolades or other such merits could not satisfy me as much as the indefinable 'living waters' the feel of the 'spirit' that elusive yet all satisfying and sustainable Life Force, the force of the unknown and unseen which satisfies the soul, the very beingness of the continuity of Life here in the seen of the flesh Life and the Unseen.
What is this mysterious something that I thirst after and no matter in a desperate thirst on a hot busy day after consuming many glasses of water I am satisfied and yet this thirst is not of the body nor the mind it is felt deep within the very folds of my being.
Far away and yet paradoxically near this sustenance is all encompassing and within all forms and formlessness and can only be felt by the awareness, because awareness is an awareness of awareness and a proof it is alive. It feels as if awareness is the feeling and sensing of Life as awareness. It is the recognition of Life as a living experience of itself as the creator and the supplier of the animation and motivating energy in the sense of consciousness and awareness of itself and its creation.
This force, this energy, this awareness, this consciousness when it is quite and is on its own away from its creation feels like the 'living waters', 'the enlivening principle' 'the bubbling brook and spring' 'sparkling dance of the waves and particles at the Quantum Realm' 'The Effervescence of Life' 'The Joie de Vivre' 'The Fountain and Matrix' 'The Rock and Foundation' and so much more.
Since this is the SELF without human inculcation it is me connecting with myself and I only feel complete when I feel this essence no matter how joyful, pleasant and wonderful or the opposite fleshly life is at that time. When I am distracted by any thought, fantasy, entertaining experiences, tribulations, sleep or some other activity it is only temporary and draining until I connect to still quietness within. I cannot say it is within or outside, it is only within because the distracting internal dialogue or mind chatter or a distracting form covers up the essence and so one waits in awareness until the clouds disperse naturally and then in that sense the essence is behind or within, also in meditation or in a natural cessation of thought there can be this sense of peering, witnessing the slide show across the screen of mind and so it feels one is going within, going down the mine shaft until the content is relatively empty and there is light at the end of the tunnel.
What is this mysterious something that I thirst after and no matter in a desperate thirst on a hot busy day after consuming many glasses of water I am satisfied and yet this thirst is not of the body nor the mind it is felt deep within the very folds of my being.
Far away and yet paradoxically near this sustenance is all encompassing and within all forms and formlessness and can only be felt by the awareness, because awareness is an awareness of awareness and a proof it is alive. It feels as if awareness is the feeling and sensing of Life as awareness. It is the recognition of Life as a living experience of itself as the creator and the supplier of the animation and motivating energy in the sense of consciousness and awareness of itself and its creation.
This force, this energy, this awareness, this consciousness when it is quite and is on its own away from its creation feels like the 'living waters', 'the enlivening principle' 'the bubbling brook and spring' 'sparkling dance of the waves and particles at the Quantum Realm' 'The Effervescence of Life' 'The Joie de Vivre' 'The Fountain and Matrix' 'The Rock and Foundation' and so much more.
Since this is the SELF without human inculcation it is me connecting with myself and I only feel complete when I feel this essence no matter how joyful, pleasant and wonderful or the opposite fleshly life is at that time. When I am distracted by any thought, fantasy, entertaining experiences, tribulations, sleep or some other activity it is only temporary and draining until I connect to still quietness within. I cannot say it is within or outside, it is only within because the distracting internal dialogue or mind chatter or a distracting form covers up the essence and so one waits in awareness until the clouds disperse naturally and then in that sense the essence is behind or within, also in meditation or in a natural cessation of thought there can be this sense of peering, witnessing the slide show across the screen of mind and so it feels one is going within, going down the mine shaft until the content is relatively empty and there is light at the end of the tunnel.
SHACK
Light is the essence(SHACK)
Light is the essence(SHACK)
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