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Monday, 1 October 2018
SHACK 338 BODY FAT
My body fat makes me feel heavy and I clutch it
around my lower abdomen.
It says to me you are here and are heavy and
grounded.
Eat more stuff, although I am on a fairly good
diet, its is reassuring me I am here, solid, a body, good!
When I had suspected lung cancer, a consultant
told me this because I had lost so much weight ‘eat, gain weight, you are so
thin losing weight rapidly’
So I associated weight gain as healthy, now many
years later weight is threatening, the difference now is I do not feel this is the issue, for now I have heavy thoughts.
So how much do thoughts weigh?
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Maybe heavy thoughts provoke anxiety and stress which raises the cortisol levels which in turn can make the hormone ghreln kick and and can activate hunger in the system. SHACK
SHACK 337 HOLDING ON
I’m
doing everything I can to hold onto this form.
Pills, exercises, diets, fear of illness and
facing the unknown.
My life is safe as it was before, at least I knew
where I was and although at times not pleasant it was reluctantly acceptable.
I’m in a nice flat, just got enough money to
survive and yet mentally, psychologically there is a turmoil gong on at just
under the surface levels so to speak. I am not depressed just wondering. I know
I am in chaos and it’s OK because I recognise that it is leading me to a fundamental deep change and will make space for something to arise or subside.
It doesn't matter if this form doesn't make it as a physical renewal, it is the
process that is important, for that process is beyond my ken.
Glimpses of the possibility of letting ‘deep life
alchemy' take place is exciting and yet fearful, these glimpses taunt and tease
me and the only encouragement in this process of radical change at the cellular
level. The dissolving old me as it were
shudders at its demise and there is a space which is filled with mourning and
withdrawal.
Maybe this change is so fundamental there may not
be a me as such.
SHACK
Good Read
SHACK 336 UNEASY
Concretemixed.wordpress.com
It’s not easy as you touch your body, hug your
partner and children, cut your finger, have joint pains, get sick, have a win
in a gambling session, eat delicious food, make love, have highs and lows, the
weather, wars, history, religion,
science all confirming we are and solid, real, this is it, when you die where do you go if there is a you, so have a great time now, no regrets
as this solid lump of a body and concrete world just crumbles and then
oblivion.
Then there are a bunch of scientists telling us we
are a bunch of atoms that are more or less empty and even more incredible at
the atomic level most aspects of it are unpredictable. It’s enough to send a
good man to drink!!!
Spiritualists and psychics, some gurus and masters
tell us we are eternal beings which are only temporarily housed in a human and
on death the real me is released. So the
essence of life takes residence in the human form and rejoins the mainstream
life energy. Then there is this notion
that solids of various objects organic or not organic are like for instance; an
atom being a sardine and all forms are different packed sardines in various
densities. When we die we merely become less packed and have a more transparent
body, spaces between the sardines.
So what formed the sardine(s) brought them
together in a tin, the tin being analogous with any form chosen and it is said
this is the higher self or soul, which is like a chip off of the old block.
Be that as it may all of the above are
explanations and choices of which there are many more. Which one appeals, most likely the ones that
fit the life experiences and afford a modicum of safety and pleasure with a
foundation, a sound base and platform to build a life around.
Since this world and its commodity for change and
at best uncertainty although ones choice has safety nets and insurances, one
way of certainty is to make a friend of change.
The here today and gone tomorrow, here a while-----enjoy----let go----move
on, perhaps this approach allows for the ever new to arrive, it does not allow
stagnation for stagnation forces change reluctantly as it decays and causes
extreme consternation.
The Universe is in constant flux and change albeit it can be millions of years down to weeks, days and minutes depending on the form
created and the life styles and spans of years of that style and is arbitrary.
Maybe the lesson from this is to accept change
when it arrives, perhaps not to encourage it for living as life has it, then
life has it’s own way to do it for one, the growth from foetus to senior life shows us
this, the increments of change maybe chaotic in its ‘spurts’ of the growth and
the in-between stages as the form sheds its debris to build the new form.
As an example the dissolving process of change as
in foetus to baby to childhood to adolescence then to senior life and beyond
and all that accompanies this in hormonal change and the like can be
challenging.
At these times being relaxed, breathing gently and
fully in a Yogic and Qi Gong Way, stretching and attuning to the body one may
begin to feel with sensitivity brought about by a listening feeling approach a
faint almost imperceptible ‘a deep fundamental movement, a process in process’,
utmost patience is required.
At these particular times upheavals and certain
level of chaos are apparent, these maybe alchemical in its performance to
facilitate the new form and perhaps if one accepts this part of the process and
to wait patiently observe quietly without judgement, for opinion may alter the
course of the deep process which is beyond everyday senses and expect the
unexpected and who knows it maybe exactly what is the best for everyone
everywhere.
For sure if one view is everything is solid and
immovable until collapses with old age and decrepit dotage then indeed it is
uneasy and makes one squirm
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SHACK 335 WE ARE WHAT !!!?
Why is it important to grasp the fact and really
absorb, let it sink in as deeply and completely as possible, that in the study
of vibrations, frequencies and wavelengths that we are only vibrations,
frequencies decoded by an organic computer to assume reality, we are an organic
TV in essence we are the invisible wavelengths in space hitting the aerial
attuned to the frequencies that make us believe we are an organic solid form.
We are an idea, a series of thoughts and
frequencies and sequences held together by thought which make the blue prints
of intelligent design.
This is important because once this is realised and
seen as reality, it begs the question, why hold onto a set of virtual reality
simulated illusions? It could make war and acquisition redundant. But the mind is
so enamoured with make believe it feels to realise this means giving up one’s
perceived reality and that would mean death.
The opposite is more like reality, realising one lives in a virtual
world and programmes of a decoded organic computer then suspend the reality and
find where the broadcasts are coming from in the reality of realities.
The key player in this is a Central Intelligence
Agency which for the want of a better word is the Higher Self or Soul, it over
lights the human form and is a plug, a kind of transformer and battery charger
and is a vibratory link with interface with the Intelligence of The Cosmos, if
you like a local motherboard in the organic brain computer.
The brain receiving these vibrations, forms neural
pathways to accommodate the vibratory sequences and frequencies and apportion
then appropriately.
This
is beautifully put by an eminent physicist; The stream of knowledge is heading towards a
non-mechanical reality; the Universe begins to look more like a great thought
than like a great machine. Mind no longer appears to be an accidental intruder
into the realm of matter... we ought rather hail it as the creator and governor
of the realm of matter.
In an interview published in The Observer (London
I incline to the idealistic theory that
consciousness is fundamental, and that the material universe is derivative from
consciousness, not consciousness from the material universe... In general the
universe seems to me to be nearer to a great thought than to a great machine.
It may well be, it seems to me, that each individual consciousness ought to be
compared to a brain-cell in a universal mind.
What remains is in any
case very different from the full-blooded matter and the forbidding materialism of the Victorian scientist. His objective and
material universe is proved to consist of little more than constructs of our
own minds. To this extent, then, modern physics has moved in the direction of
philosophic idealism. Mind and matter, if not proved to be of similar nature,
are at least found to be ingredients of one single system. There is no longer
room for the kind of dualism which has haunted philosophy
since the days of Descartes.
Finite picture whose
dimensions are a certain amount of space and a certain amount of time; the
protons and electrons are the streaks of paint which define the picture against
its space-time background. Traveling as far back in time as we can, brings us
not to the creation of the picture, but to its edge; the creation of the
picture lies as much outside the picture as the artist is outside his canvas.
On this view, discussing the creation of the universe in terms of time and space
is like trying to discover the artist and the action of painting, by going to
the edge of the canvas. This brings us very near to those philosophical systems
which regard the universe as a thought in the mind of its Creator, thereby
reducing all discussion of material creation to futility.
So leading on from the above and the paragraphs
above what are we? We are a thought in a mind, a set of vibrations in a sea of vibrations;
a dream in a dreamer who has as far as is known has no visible corporeal body and
is in its essence a vibratory entity.
What name can we give this entity, God, the source? And if we are Its dream and creation what are
we then?
Can this prove life after human death or death at
large for other forms?; If one goes along with vibratory life, life being
vibrations, frequencies caused by the ripple through space by a Central
Intelligence then it stands to reason to state that the human form which is
compacted atoms (99.99% is space) like ice to water, water to steam and then
vapour and so on, that our life experiences are vibratory as well and held
together by an entity called the ego, so on the dissolution of the body, the
ego programme goes back to join the ocean of vibration, this is named by some
as the spirit body which mediums and psychic refer too and can contact, their
brains being attuned by light trance and altered vibratory state of
consciousness. The human body then is dense packed atoms or denser spirit body.
Bearing in mind the ego does not like to perish
and always wants to fulfil itself whether a life of misery, after all it was
the only life it knew or a wonderful life and all stations in between, being a
vibratory programme like a TV, Radio broadcast will be attracted to those on
Earth that could host it, hence rebirth and reincarnation, a problem may arise
although the hosts (the parents) maybe the original oversight from the world of
‘spirit’ had the best intentions, life for the host may have different
indications if by chance a tragedy, a calamity a world event, illness and so on alters the original plan.
This would lead to more trauma or disappointment
for the incumbent young soul and produce more conflict or unresolved issues and
so causes issues upon issues and so layers are built up and they maybe so
impacted that many rounds have to happen in order for a release and better incarnation next time.
Perhaps an awakening is needed; many awakenings
happen in many ways not just spiritually facilitated; shocks, illness, loss,
gain and so on and of course following a ‘spiritual’ quest.
Those who subscribe to the above may wish to clear
their ego programme as far as the needs for daily living and so when they leave
the tightly packed atomic vibratory form that is the human body and their
programmes are not matched or attuned to any standing Earth programme they may
go to the Ocean and their finer more subtle energy signatures and codes go to
another dimensional abode commensurate to a vibratory place of ‘residence’.
Of course the old question comes up; who created
the first ripples, the vibrations that went forth and caused standing waves and
interference patterns, where did the first thoughts come from? Of course holy
books will tell you God, how did God arrive and who Created God and if there
was a God Creator who created him / her / it and so on. Then there was an accident a
big bang, and accidents have a cause and so on.
The idea for this mystery is to keep the ball
rolling and when you get an answer please let the world know----but you will
have to prove it beyond all doubt. You maybe one million trillion percent
convinced but how about others?
It’s best to keep quiet if you really know because
any explanation is based on thought and that is always full of twists and
turns.
If you really, really, know, well congratulations
and I hope you can live with it.
SHACK
SHACK 334 RESIDENCE
Walking around the halls of residence the halls,
doors and rooms are numbered and labelled. One becomes familiar with the layout;
the lecture theatres, the classrooms, the dining rooms and the academics
studies and residences.
Then it was decided to refurbish an alter certain
buildings and though some entrances and approaches were the same some of the
numbering and locations were different.
I took time not to go to the previous room and
places, many of us would find us going automatically to where they were before
and suddenly pulling up short---oh no it’s changed ---where the dickens is it
now.
How strange a habit born out of familiarity is, it
becomes a route and automatic thing, ones awareness is suspended and we go
automatically like a pre planned programme of a robot.
Many of us go through life not questioning
following unconsciously our routines and disciplines. We wake up when these are challenged,
transport strikes, some disaster, an
unusual event, our reaction maybe one of resignation, frustration or philosophical,
or we could be in denial, fearful, angry, violent, or search for a solution in the hall
of residence of our mind archives.
In contrast to this in meditation and going to an
experience outside ‘the box’ or no experience at all, the suspension of the internal
dialogue and incessant mind chatter that most people do not know is there
because it is constant, like those who need music, the TV and radio on continually, always
on the mobile / cell phone, doing, doing, are surprised when they first hear
and witness their own chatter which is a running commentary and is the pilot in one’s life.
This cacophony, this clatter, this ghetto blaster
(type of large radio) this graffiti which daubs the mind when realised is
blamed and not owned and is a shock, then one investigates and may not like
what one sees. It is in these rare moments of quietness when we realise this is
our safety net and not the turbulence and noise, the frantic manoeuvres and
ploys is not who we are and the search for who are we begins---the world is never
the same again; why so? ; the chatter, clatter, routine, habit are mere
constructs taught and drilled into us, little holes in the innocent mind filled
like the dentist and their fillings with politics, religion, culture and
chatter and social ability, no matter, when we lose the memories of this with nothing else we go back
to factory setting and the old coping mechanisms.
Suddenly one day thoughts become very noisy when
the mind is quiet, alive, alert, observing and non judgemental the dams sluice gates are open and one sees the clutter in the attic floating out and that was the old you--- one is now emptying oneself and feels good and it doesn't matter if there is nothing to replace it.
There is a shift; ‘I know that when I need to know that
I feel safe, have the knowledge the habit and so on ---to ‘I know I don’t know
but when I need to know I will know’. Even that maybe not enough but it will suffice for the time being---giving one space to dive deeper into the mystery that is me/ you / us.
SHACK
SHACK 333 WRESTLING
Wrestling with the devil is often written about in paintings, operas, dramatic plays, films and holy works. Selling one’s soul to
the devil is a prevalent theme as well.
It seems to me the soul is the unbiased
intelligent awareness, the witness and the non judgemental observer observing the
screen of mind and when that gets clouded by the seduction of the glamour and
attractive graphics with super special effects and appear as reality and
tempting to abide in permanently. It is
here that the awareness gets fogged over by the materialism and then gets
snared and trapped in the world of fantasy and make believe.
This world is very adaptable and changeable and
with its composition of digitalised holographic technology can vary and seem to
radically shift from one scenario to another with chain reaction matrices and
they continue even if one is senile, in fact in some way we are all senile as
to who we really are in essence.
So selling one’s soul to the devil is purchasing
the certificate, buying the ticket and obtaining the passport to abject
materialism.
Materialism per se is at most lasting as long as one lasts; this means as long as the awareness is focussed on that then this
becomes one’s life and reality. Releasing one’s focus from this narrow spectrum
and widening the horizon requires an understanding of the trap and an awakening
of a sort, this then frees the mind a tad and the devil begins to loosen its
grip.
The world materialistic hoarding and lust for
power, for war, conquering, needless possessions breeds greed and domination
which are the hallmarks of an inflated ego.
An awakening from this hedonistic dream is
required and maybe shocks and misadventures, disease, job loss, financial chaos
and relationship break ups are ways of doing this as well as the spiritual
quests for this awakening to come about. There many roads leading to home.
SHACK
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