SHACK 561 VIBRANT

Infinity Threads

It was the evening before the New Moon and the evening was close to the next day about fifteen minutes to midnight when I randomly picked up a book and I wanted to go to bed but somehow this caught my attention and my interest was aroused. I opened it spontaneously and I was fascinated by what I had opened as it was something I had been researching and have mentioned many times in blogs and Posts, this however was significantly deeper and more meaningful, just how I was about to discover.

Not long after midnight I went to bed buzzing with all sorts of flashes, AH HA’s and all things West as they say. It was to reveal itself and yet the dilemma to endeavour to describe the feelings, emotions and real input and inner meaning without too much science or apparent babble.

I have often seen many speckle’s like dust in a sun beam yet more open and everywhere, I have been told they are like buzzing energy from the atomic substance and they were called ‘drayla’s’ and then out of that myriad of tiny buzzing dots like tiny pinpoints of light, nay no colour as such more like pin point bubbles sometimes they solidify and a form appears, this has not happened to me. The buzzing was soundless it is more descriptive, then it slows down to a gentle coming and going, not entirely, it is as if each tiny speckle was popping in and out of existence and to me they were energy particles popping in and out of the quantum field, the source in action.

I have witnessed this many times and the another phenomena in which the room seemed to breathe in a sort of wave formation and that nothing was solid and the waves merely portrayed the underlying frequencies that manifested in the form and the waves were the informing principle or consciousness a vast intelligence bringing forth its thought forms into a holographic presentation and my brain interpreted or decoded as a reality. 

As I lay in bed flashes came to me; vibrating liquid in a bowl formed certain shapes with different sounds or vibrations, iron filings on a surface with sounds or vibrations did similar things certainly a look at; A simple experiment demonstrating the visualisation of cymatics can be done by sprinkling sand on a metal plate and vibrating the plate, for example by drawing a violin bow along the edge, the sand will then form itself into standing wave patterns such as simple concentric circles. The higher the frequency, the more complex the shapes produced, with certain shapes having similarities to traditional mandala designs. Courtesy to You Tube.

As I laid in bed I felt my body begin to vibrate everything became vibrant and the usual feeling when I relax every part of my body and feel my brain go quiet and if the brain were a muscle it lets go and relaxes without going deeper into meditation and my body feels as if a mild electric current were going through it not as river but a minute sensation of prickles coming and going and sometimes like waves undulating through me, like a physical sensation of the dreyla’s (drayla) and perhaps they be same as presenting to the different physical or psychic senses.

Then came a familiar set of thoughts; I had realised intellectually and somewhat more profoundly that the Cosmos and all in it were and are a holographic formation produced by the thought waves of a conscious intelligent mind, vast although does a mind have a container a brain, a box, indeed it does not, what space is, or where it reflects and projects itself as in a dream, it is literally all in the mind, no space is required only for the forms that it solidifies in the waking dream I call reality.   

Suddenly realising this although realising is not an adequate description, rather a knowing, my body was merely being held in a compilation of dreyla’s it was as though the nuclear forces that apparently in old theories held the atoms, particles in strong and weaker forces, like magnets repelling and attracting, the dance of the particles and the expression of never ending dancing, jiggling, juggling energy and to me energy is that which propels movement and that can be Wu Li(Masters) as  said by some to be ‘The Dance of The Universe’ .  

Then a moment of panic and fear and then calm and a quite exaltation, I was not solid, I was merely cohesive in vibration and could easily like the dust particles just dissolve, what held me in this energetic form? It was consciousness, a matrix of intelligence that had the patterns of energy that moved and formulated these speckles into an energy mould that would appear to solidify into this entity of apparent solidness, this flesh model that somebody named Shack, Geoff, Soaring Eagle, Shindo, Krishna Mitra Ananda at various times of its life and never self chosen and now wondering and feeling a no name for this illusionary being. I had an identity as long as this form persisted and it was a label on an object, a flesh casket like a bunch of lowers with a label that persisted until the flowers decayed and the flesh died and then the label was just a memory and maybe forgotten and in some peoples lives forgotten when alive.   

So it was liberating and yet sad, sad because of the pain I was currently experiencing.  This was the pain of realising the unreal- ness of the life of this world as humanity seems bent on destroying the planet and one another. The pain of shedding this skin of non conformity of this war like madness, this pollution of food, mind and nature, this dreadful awful despotic addiction to materialism when realising the emptiness of knowing one’s essence and following the false dream that everything is solid and the physical senses are the only reality and not realising at least from Quantum revelations that all is not as solid as it would seem and there is a solace when one gets over the fear we are and everything is temporary, there is no permanence, there is no unconditional love in humanity as long as we have a label, a religion, a politic and an addiction. The fear that we are solid and flesh at essence causes the hoarding and materialism, the more I acquire the more my possessions make me feel safe and solid, the nag is I will die and leave them all, fear not I will reincarnate, I am still seeking permanence.  

Then again from science we are in essence waves, particles in constant changing relationships and some of these appear as the sequences of waves and particles coalesque into a form be it a planet, plant, animal, bacteria, fowl or fish and a human, and what’s more the design of the entire Cosmos is a oneness, seamless entity and not compartmentalised. The Universe was born out of consciousness and held in place by the thoughts and implementations of that mind and does not think in fragments. What appears to us because of fragmented compartments, reductionism and hard physics as gradual evolution is the transforming of closed local minds and on realisations and opening to greater possibilities that what appears to be the future is but experiencing the now of the greater mind the non local mind.

If I were to travel to an unexplored part of the galaxy and behold wonders I would say this is the future but it was there all the while, it is all relative to openness of the mind that perceives it. My brain washing as discussed in many back articles limits me to the future and in fact there is no future if I keep the same old, same old beliefs like a hamster in a cage on the treadmill.

So what now; I feel that somehow perhaps sometime someone would invent an organic matrix or discover that the human cellular system and its constant vibratory nature and its delicate magnetic resonances and electrical properties would evolve from the vibratory shapes that the sounds and frequencies make and the shapes are the matrices and each and every matrix has to be commensurate and concomitant and in harmony and sync with one another and the dreyla’s that appear random and always in motion are attracted by thought and gathered in, one might say harvested and chi like and sound which is frequency (also colour, notes of music and so on) and this sound in making shape is the tool of consciousness pitched at the appropriate frequency to harness the drayla like the ingredients of cake and make the moulds for the dreyla’s to fill and compact and hence seemingly trillions upon trillions compressed dreyla’s (perhaps, particles, atoms, molecules) and perhaps my old Sensei when he broke the oak said’ I went down to the bits(atoms) and then put my hand / finger through them and broke the wood’ as a story I have often told.  These compacted and compressed dreyla come out of the mould to be forms of apparent solid reality.

At this moment of typing this I am left spaced out and do not have a clue what will occur, a very pleasant sensation and yet I feel my dearest body will have to play catch up with the chemical reactions as my brain fast forwards with the new synaptic and neurons interfaces.  

SHACK

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SHACK 560 HONEY TRAP

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There is a sweet yet deadly trap that the ego uses, like a plant that has sweet nectar to lure and seduce insects for its consumption, a kind of pheromone.

Many years back in Victorian times there was talk about plants having genitalia and many were offended by the similarity of the vagina and penis in the flowers appearance. Never the less it has now been accepted that there is sexuality in everything that is organic and it is part of creation. Among my patients and forensic work sexuality played an enormous part of the whole agendas.  Many stigmas especially those engendered by religion, stiff morality and weirdness about sexuality and the sexual act lead to a view that it is dirty, unclean, a male domination of women and the act of sexual union especially aroused indignity about the so called ‘missionary position’ and there was consternation when this was reversed and it was said men lost the control and so on.  There are many names for different positions in which coitis takes place.

Anyway what has this to do with the ego?; the ego has its own set of programmes some may be defined as kinky, erotic, perverted and then into ‘sado’ humiliation, bondage, slavery, dungeon, Satanic and dominatrix specialists. I found that many related to their emotional, psychological, trauma and cultural, religious and life experiences which shaped the performance by the sub / unconscious warehouse of beliefs, notions and brainwashing.

So the ego defends and attacks or deploys all sorts of mechanisms for its survival and is tricky, devious and a master of disguise that it uses sexual innuendos and emotional hormone play to distract any inquiry and search for its core and essence and one of the most powerful is the lure of torrid sexual activity especially in masturbation. The strange thing is the ego does not have a core, it is a set of programmes and beliefs based on exposer to brain washing, at its heart so to speak the ego knows it is a set of random beliefs stuck, bond and glued into an imaginary copious box set of organic daydreams, illusions and fantasies and is always endeavouring to make itself a reality, solid and real, and by the way does a good job of seducing the host into believing it is real and solid and here for evermore.

One of the most subtle is with the spiritual seeker, the meditation practitioner, especially when they get into the later stages when they get to the ‘witness’ looking without bias at the thoughts that come and go past the screen of mind, sometimes in an unguarded moment up pops seemingly from nowhere a random memory of yest a year. Then as a DVD or dream starts, a running fantasy and the witness is swamped and the honey trap has worked.

This is not the real witness, that cannot be swamped, the trap is that the ego has set up its own witness. The ego witness is a self monitoring sentinel which is constantly on the look out for a perimeter breach and deploys several modes of defence; either by attack, defence by withdrawal and or by distraction, the ego self entertains itself and has its arsenal and batteries of juxtaposing, reconfiguring, computations, variations on a theme, disguised sabotaging, exquisite make over’s, new paint jobs, grooming subtleties and any other manipulative manoeuvring that it can conjure up. The mimicry of the ‘The Spiritual Witness Within’ is one of the most daring and subtle.

There comes a point when the mind gets into so much upheaval, overwhelm, turmoil and translates psychosomatics into pain, illness and so on that the ego allows grace to give relief and all sorts of concessions to lure one back to itself and self preservation, when one has then released the pressure the hum drum life of the ego resumes.

The real witness is one that is natural and accepts the play of mind tricks and does not force itself to be on guard and aware, it is natural awareness. The sentinel awareness is a false monitoring CCTV system that checks for leaks and breaks, weaknesses in the fortress of ego and will plug the gaps with anything that counter demand the spiritual breakthrough.

These are the subtle nuances as the ‘real’ witness which is not only awareness, consciousness and spontaneously intuitive detects and is grace. The ego grace is relief and the spiritual grace is natural and has a completely different feel.

The ego grace can be described as relief from tension and stress, the other as fulfilling and deep beyond description.      

SHACK

SHACK 559 BORN FREE

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Many years back the late Krishnamurti said’ we find ourselves in the mirror of relationships’ and another quote from a book gone by ‘things change only in relationship to one another’.

I have given an example as ice cubes in a jar and as they are put in fresh their sides interface with each other. As the cubes begin to melt their interfaces change and adapt.

In humans we tend to relate from our belief systems and recognise these with others, if we have the same creeds, politics, culture it is easier to relate and even in some cases be tolerant to other exposures. The cubes stick to their interface as it where, I will not change, er, maybe a little. 

Should we be more open and not so rigid to our stance which are related and driven by our conscious and unconscious reactions which we think is us and we really listen without a background agenda, which is difficult to do and not butt in or at least hold back forcing oneself to listen and then a burst and tirade of argument and not quiet discussion then we may miss the lesson of ‘questioning’ where did their beliefs and my beliefs come from and why am I so belligerent and feel threatened?  We may come to see in this mirror that this relationship has made me question who I am and where did I get these beliefs I have?

It may dawn on one that I was taught these beliefs as is this person who has their beliefs taught to them. Who  has the correct and right belief if one is just a parrot and just takes the brain washing, indoctrination and conditioning, yes social grooming. Can one go back to who am I when I look at anyone’s mirror and see past mine, the dust on my mirror and their dust which obscures the clear communication between us.

When one sees clearly that the fog between us, the dust is a distortion and is a divider and could lead to wars, animosity, racial abuse and so on should we not use the duster to clean the mirror and so thereby live harmoniously without the acrimony of stiff outdated beliefs that separate one another from true compassion and harmony.

So if one wishes to explore the possibility of harmony and compassion we may have to look at the second quote; if we are open and looking in the mirror then this affords us to learn and change (not into either belief system) by the opportunity afforded by the relationship to another.

This starts a process of self discovery and then if it is pursued with an openness to learn not by concepts but by feelings and discussion that this process leads to the mind that was and is pristine and a wisdom that comes from a relatively unbiased belief system.

This maybe rare and one may face challenges especially from those entrenched in their own mind sets whether they appear holy, morally (whose morals and from what culture) correct, politically viable, atheistic or religious and so on.  One will know because as the shackles of prejudice and opinionated jaundice begin to fall away a natural freedom of mind filled with joy, peace and compassion (not fuelled by a religious fervour of righteousness—I must love and do good my holy book and saviour said so and I will rebel if they oppose my faith or at least go out and proselyte) this mind of the free from most beliefs begins to run clear as stream and its water bring life and nourishment to all who sip of its succour.

SHACK

  

SHACK 558 OWNING

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For years I have been a victim to certain triggers and most certainly some have dropped away when there has been a deep recognition and much more than just an AH HA it felt and feels beyond the intellect and it feels as though it was like a leaf leaving a tree and my mind cannot relate to that item that caused the concern.

As a therapist I knew about owning, this feeling as it were is my property and what I own I can change and so not be a victim. The first stage is to recognise the feeling and the trigger, then intellectually be on guard for a repeat, then  it often turns to blame, that person, the full or new Moon, that politician, this relationship and so many things can trigger or as they say press my buttons.

Then not being able to control, be aware or use affirmations which like some medicines merely treat the symptoms it may turn to blame. If it wasn't that person, that Moon, that relationship and myriads of other things I would be free and happy, I blame them all for my unease, so I become a victim through blame and then I project my unease on them. So in a way without the perpetrator knowing they are making me feel uneasy ‘hey Moon, hey politician I blame you for my discomfort’ I have given them a silent power over me, actually I have given them the power, I have invested in them some power and they are not the perpetrator of my unease I am.  I have made myself a victim by blame and leaked power.

The next step is ‘WOW’ I realise I have given permission to the Moon, politician, family or whatever to dominate me, now I know this I realise its me so I blame myself, I then become perpetrator and victim to myself and I am still not owning my own property. Then I start to suppress, ignore situations, modify and all other strategies, I even realise that it is all in me, somewhere in the dark vaults of my sub or unconscious and I start to realise what do I do now and when did I pick this up and store it there. Then start therapy, self analysis, meditation, self discipline, mindfulness and so on and many of these are stepping stones and rungs of the ladder.

I was watching a TV film and it was an English adaptation of a Swedish detective story I had watched the series with sub titles as now a ex therapist / ex forensic and liked the sombre Swedish twist on these things and portrayed very aptly the feelings of pathos and a kind of morbid sombreness it brought back the years of the horror of forensics and the haunting feelings as a therapist of the patients and my trapped mind and those of the many psychiatrists and psychologists I met and some of the stilted stiff academics and clergy, the trauma of shock of returning soldiers and victims of rape and busted broken relationships and how many of the doctors, therapists, forensic folk with the early quantum folk went weird, many did not of course and had and sort help as I did.

I also knew that many of us in differing situations could have been as sadistic as the mass murderer in the film above and that I could have been him in the film, and fascinated with ‘what goes on the mind of a dictator, a rapist, a doctor or nurse who abuses their patients, or Generals who casually say we can lose a few hundred to win this hill, or heartless dictators and torture and I have seen sadomasochists, black satanic stuff that would chill one to the bones and many shudder.

Should anyone read this do not be shocked at the following; unless one fully realises that this shuddering at grotesque gore and torture, pain and obdurate heartless pitiless lack of empathy or feeling, totally insane to reasoning and pleading for mercy and the slaying and raping of innocence is the shuddering and fleeing from the input of the horror is because it is oneself, we relate to this from the past stored distant memory or far memory of another incarnation and the mounting compiled library of human atrocities is everyone’s unconscious dark mausoleum, the dark fetid rotting carcass of the past and subconscious feelings and fascination of the horror haunt us at deep levels.  We shudder because we relate to the fact we at some time did this and we come back to expiate and remove the grooves, thousands of miles deep and filled with this murky sticky stinking cess pool of pure evil content.

By owning up to this and not running and hiding as a friend sent me this quote ‘so full of their own righteousness that they deny their abuse’. How many in authority be it political, the boss, the foreman, the police, religious, doctors and those bullies feel they are morally or above us and justify by their beliefs they have the right to judge us and then when not in office in their private lives a torrent of kinky weir-do stuff is found, they may work out their stuff in private. Of course there are genuine ones of course, it is rare. 

So I watched this film fascinated and all of my past came to me; the therapist in me sitting behind the authority (I may add I did assist a few and their stories to me where my lessons---often when I had a problem it seems many patients came with the same issue, and when we did our sessions I am not sure who was the patient or the therapist).Then the forensic or ‘forensick’  stuff the detached mind, the dismembered bodies, the madness of murders, rape, the messages and trophies that killers store as some part of their mind works out mind giddy kaleidoscopes or unsteady out working’s, this all came out and I owned this is in my mind, I feel this, I relate to this, I did not run and hide and deny it, I cannot blame the feelings that the above did to me yes somewhere in the past incarnations as a distant memory in the storehouse of the Universe’s digital library, the Akashic records and these may not be so vilified as neuroscience is beginning to realise memories are stored in magnetic fields and produce holographic type images and sequences on recall and outside the brain ( See the works of Dr Rupert Sheldrake and Karl Pribram ) It is in the deep realisation that I did in the far past (I am not in denial that I did not do any of the atrocities in this present life time) but I certainly know I have this in me as thoughts and buried feelings. Then this film did this for me; not shying away I could be every horror and vileness and yes every moral and good virtue, these were all in me and had I not the help when I was in torment and pain and by meditation and brilliant mentors I could have worked out my horror on victims however I punished myself by denying that these thoughts and feeling came to I am a sensitive, a clairvoyant and all these horrors I am picking up from NOT ME but them and as long as this persists I will be judging, being prejudice’s, being aloof, cut off from deep true passion and emotions and on the moral high ground and remaining cut off from the Universe. 

  When you start on the true spiritual path it is not to become holy, righteous, clean and loving, it is to purge the deep mine that is buried deep in you, to face the horror of yourself and not blame it on others, it is not me, it’s not me, it’s them, the others. Then when you have stopped the pain with an anaesthetic called prayer, affirmations, chanting and ‘lovey dovey’ ego massage and crap and wake up from the trance of running away from yourself, then and only then does one have a slim chance of finding the ONE’ 

SHACK

SHACK 557 SO SAD

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I purchased a book by a well known theoretical physicist and the title was very convincing suggesting that the world is not what it appears to be, at this point there are many scientists who are writing and have written books of this nature and indeed I write so.  I do not wish to say the author or the title as he is a brilliant writer and for many a wonderful inspiring man, and some of his quotes can be thought provoking.

This critique is purely because of my ‘mind set’ and I acknowledge I could be so out of touch or wrong in my stuff and whilst saying to have less of beliefs and mind sets and get back to ‘the mind of the wise child or a mind not so heavily brain washed and to question who am I before I was taught to be who I am now’?  So purely from this point of view the author who included lots technical scientific formulae and equations, geometry and such like which I admit are not my forte and just reading the history of science ah la from ancient Greek, Indian and so on to the lead up to Plank, Bohr, Heisenberg, Einstein and earlier derivatives from Newton, Faraday and so on was a refresher from my student days.

Then as a Quantum Meta Physicist this really bugged me; throughout the book the author keeps applauding intuitive, and Ah Ha flashes and not once mentions consciousness whilst I feel as many scientists do and the famous ones mentioned above some of their quotes are almost spiritual, Eastern Philosophical sounding and yet in this particular book it is all reduced to mathematical equations and this can dull the mind to great spiritual and wondrous insights, yes he does have them and has to prove it with maths, which can be shot down by others and although they can verify many of the maths, it reduces it to ‘everything has to be scientifically approved'.

This mind set is then concretised; if it is not medically and scientifically approved then psychic powers or telepathy, healing along with energy medicine, herbs and complimentary medicine and science research on these is deemed being not worthy of these eminent academic new priests of god like power minds.

The world becomes mechanistic and the beauty and wonder of the Creation and however it came to be, either a big bang or from Consciousness of a great Intelligence. Does everything have to be proven?  As I read on a great sadness came upon me, nay a cold shivering and a kind of darkness.  This was not just disagreement and a challenge to my points of view, for I have faced more serious issues than this. This was a feeling of a formulated hard dry scientific world, a world driven by science and especially those scientists in the pay of multinationals who have the power to buy and sell humanity and have no allegiance to any creed but wealth, rape of Earth and pollution of our rain forests, skies, water and minds.

I cried and could not shake this concrete hard world of algorithms, algebra, logarithms, simultaneous equations, vectors, calculus, geometry and all. I appreciate I maybe ‘old fashioned’ ‘out of touch’ ‘need to get a life’ ‘and old man not with it’ and many wonders have come out of science and medical interventions but somehow it has tipped over too far to pure mechanistic reductionism and although admitting intuition somehow it is only to prove a scientific equation and not from consciousness. There are many scientists who have attested to a thought form Universe, this is but one;

 ‘I incline to the idealistic theory that consciousness is fundamental, and that the material universe is derivative from consciousness, not consciousness from the material universe... In general the universe seems to me to be nearer to a great thought than to a great machine. It may well be, it seems to me, that each individual consciousness ought to be compared to a brain-cell in a universal mind.

What remains is in any case very different from the full-blooded matter and the forbidding materialism of the Victorian scientist. His objective and material universe is proved to consist of little more than constructs of our own minds. To this extent, then, modern physics has moved in the direction of philosophic idealism. Mind and matter, if not proved to be of similar nature, are at least found to be ingredients of one single system. There is no longer room for the kind of dualism which has haunted philosophy since the days of Descartes.

— James Jeans, addressing the British Association in 1934, recorded in Physics and Philosophy, ^[15]

Finite picture whose dimensions are a certain amount of space and a certain amount of time; the protons and electrons are the streaks of paint which define the picture against its space-time background. Traveling as far back in time as we can, brings us not to the creation of the picture, but to its edge; the creation of the picture lies as much outside the picture as the artist is outside his canvas. On this view, discussing the creation of the universe in terms of time and space is like trying to discover the artist and the action of painting, by going to the edge of the canvas. This brings us very near to those philosophical systems which regard the universe as a thought in the mind of its Creator, thereby reducing all discussion of material creation to futility.’

— James Jeans in The Universe Around Us, ^[16]

In the book the author has a problem with Quantum Gravity versus Einstein’s General Theory Relativity, whereas one is a mollusc and is 'bendy' and space time is localised by mass and the quantum is a process of appearances and probabilities and possibilities which manifest when something collides with something and the interchange and exchange produce an electron which goes through the exchanges to produce other particles.  So the physical Universe of one clashes with the invisible and the infinitesimal small.

If one were to add consciousness into the equation it could lead to a mind that produces building blocks as the firing of this mind, the movement of this mind shows itself (if a brain scan were possible) that indeed at the quantum ‘level’ the movements of these interactions are indeed the synapses and neurons firing and indeed like the potter is conceiving the pot and when the build up to particles, atoms to molecules and then to the mollusc or pot, this is the process of manifestation

One has a unified and holistic seamless path without division, indeed the brain is producing holograms and taking mere frequencies, waves and like a TV giving the mind of the individual to witness a world view and local mind and to the Cosmic Mind a view of the Universe the non local mind. Consciousness then is the Unifying facet and is the Theory of Everything and the Unified Field Theory.  Too simple one might say? But it is human nature to segregate to even put the theory of fields of magnetic energy into separate fields always dissecting and so only seeing ‘bits’ the flywheel or hour hand in the watch’. Compartmentalisation so apparent in medicine treating the hour hand instead of the function of the watch as it were. Yes its treating symptoms not the cause although there have been great breakthroughs. As I write this in August 2018 here are rumours that the chemical companies are looking into the DNA of patients and that medicine of the future maybe geared and aligned to ones DNA ‘the baseball cap that one size fits all maybe changing’.

This would be the gradual braking down of compartmentalising and also the patient being seen as a mere slab of meat that moves about somehow.  In complimentary medicine the patient is seen as an individual with a history, life style, early years and so this means spending time often an hour each visit and learning about this patient as a person and so on.  The old family doctor or medicine person in a tribe worked wonders by just listening at times.

So is everything clinical, without passion except a few to lead the many and acquire huge wealth to rule by power, science, medical stringency, political domination, religious indoctrination the few to lead the many and form an elite?

Perhaps we are witnessing in the upheaval and overwhelm in the world as crime rates, violence, wars, poverty, and extreme pollution with weather extremes, political and religious intolerance and media advertising, huge mogul persons and industries, monopolies and corruption and we see this instantly on our digital appliances, we share every emotion with the wider world. Perhaps this is the disintegration, the breakdown of many ‘mind sets’ and hopefully the investigation to who is I before I was taught to be who I am now click in. There is a danger that as it all begins to tumble and breakdown a vacuum develops and wild search for an identity and then very clever manipulators move in and seduce the open raw mind which in its panic may move to disenchantment and distraction and self harm. We could witness the ‘one world government, religion and ethic’.

So it is important to keep questioning and develop a relaxing routine for the body lie Yoga, Tai Chi,  Pilate's, Qi Gong and then a real meditation as distinct from affirmations, chanting, prayer, visualisation, mind games, yantra, mantra and so on, all of these are great aides which can lead to meditation, maybe starting with mindfulness which is great and watching oneself in reaction through it and revealing the building of the brain washing one may have received and break the mould of the one size fits all.     

SHACK

  

       

SHACK 556 INVITATION

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Expect miracles but leave the details to the Universe. Some people equate miracles with synchronicity.

If a mind is so fixed, set, bemused, beguiled, befuddled, obsessed and almost hypnotically possessed with a set of programmes and so deeply entrenched that it cannot, will not go outside the safety net of the brain washing, grooming and conditioning. This mind has a very limited view and the base belief programmes become the encyclopaedia, work manual and reference library to the box set named ego.

This closed circuit has a few deviations and a tolerance which when breached or challenged provoke withdrawal, anger, guilt, attack, extreme defence and counter measures a veritable arsenal of mechanisms that assist and extend or diminish the programmes to within safety limits and proximity to the core belief.

 The core belief is that it is not a programme or brain washed and that it is real, it is reality and that this is unshakeable, however there is always a silent nagging shadow of a belief that this is not so and so the ego has to build more walls of protection and in this event loses its core and the fake / false ‘I’, the knowledge of I am real, dominating and exist as a reality.  This feels so solid and real until either  by per chance, a shock, choice and the choice to examine its existence and question its very programmes and in the course of this discovers it is not as real and solid as it was once thought and experienced.

This then can result in a dilemma; then what is a real belief and lasting belief system if originally we are taught and not much is learnt outside our conditioning.  In a way we are robotic and work on automatic systems which cause our reactions and life styles. This dilemma is often experienced by those truth seekers of human nature and the mysteries of the Universe.

Some reach the end of the road and find there is no such being or entity, beliefs or realities that bring peace to the mind. Thought seems to have receded and sparse far off and not needed so much and there is a strange inner peace that grows out of  and into the space vacated by dominant inner mind chatter dialogue. Some at this point panic and feel madness, numbness and shock and stare down at the perceived abyss of a dark worthless world of boredom and misery and a life as a hermit with loneliness and cut off from society. Many of these minds back off and find distraction in worldly affairs.

Then for some as they vacate many of the programmes through a series of mind detoxing mainly through awareness and recognising dysfunctional software corruption begin to create natural gaps, empty spaces where the Universe can drop in a seemingly miracle or synchronicity.  In these gaps one is creating an invitation an open door for the Universe to become one with this mind as it was originally before brain washing took place. These minds have retained awareness otherwise the ego will try to regain its old hunting grounds.  The ego is a predator of exceptional cunning and guile, a master of disguise and ruthless as well as sometimes irresistibly charming.  Fighting the ego merely makes it stronger, submitting to it, then the mind becomes set back into a belief system and once more joins the minds of the great brain washed asleep, the waking walking brain mesmerised.

Strangely enough should one have the occasional ‘flash or gap’ and there is no lethargy or sleep, aberration, trance or gone off on a trip somewhere, a fantasy or altered state of consciousness, then this mind may find itself, free, dynamically alert, content and at ease with most situations and not a hermit nor a socialite but just a content mind living in a contented body.

A cup full of tea has to be emptied to receive another drink so the mind emptied of irrelevant and trivia makes space for inner peace and the gifts this manifests.

SHACK

  

SHACK 555 TUMBLEWEED

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During my years as a psychotherapist, counsellor and healer as well as teaching Judo, Aikido, Kendo and Tai chi with Qi Gong along with Forensics and travelling many miles to do 670 workshops and countless one to one sessions it maybe apparent that I picked up many tales, stories, intrigues and much to contemplate, ruminate and generally mull over. Meditation was the foundation to keep some sort of awareness and not get lost or give up on humanity, sanity and despair for many of the populace and world leaders.

Many who came to my horizon were like tumbleweed, they had minds like tumbleweed almost as if the synapses and neurones were entangled, messed up and a skein of entangled warp and weft (sometimes named woof) of intermingled messed up yarn. I know this because I have experienced this and through meditation and many years of it particularly in my early teens the sharp awareness to gaze without distraction kind of sorted out the tangles and enmeshments. As a therapist I did not even try or communicate with many who came and  I did energy healing which often just produced anger, shouting and screaming.

Tumbleweed rolls and flays about and I could sense and feel the torment of a tangled mind. A messed up scrambled process and the person desperately endeavouring to get some sort of grip on the terror, nightmares, the voices and pains which beset them. Nothing made sense and madness took over.

In a way we are all to some extent like this; on a very basic level those who follow a football team and go to fight and sometimes kill the opposite supporters and break shops and cafe's. Those in religions who kill and fight even those of the same faith but follow a slightly different interpretation of the holy books, family feuds, relationship break up’s, homophobia, paedophilia and so many other quirks such as necrophilia and so on, satanic black magic, sadomasochism and all that, this I saw, smelt and felt in Forensics and much more.

Then we come to persons who come to the UK or anywhere else where their females are covered up in public and then coming to the UK they may see scantily dressed females and there have been many rapes and attacks as the are classed as whores in their native land and so are despised and assaulted often by words but far more in some cases. I investigated with the team some cut up female bodies that were parcelled up and posted around the UK, it turned out that the bodies had been dismembered by three Fathers because their daughters went out with men of a different religion also female circumcision is banned in the UK and elsewhere accepted.  In their country of origin this may not have happened because of the strict family ties but over in the UK they took the law into their own hands. In court they showed no remorse and said this is the way in our land. In this year 2018 many young men in India were lynched because they went online and looked at forbidden subjects. In the UK notices have gone up not to spit in the street and men to adjust their attire discreetly.

This then comes back to ‘we are only what have been have taught by our customs, culture, religion, politics, life experiences, trauma and so on’ very few question who am I without my education, brain washing and free thought outside the box. Can I leave the safety net of the known and live with a sparse known? The word skein as above has another meaning, it can mean birds that fly in a V formation and like religion, politics and our cultural adherence we make the herd our safety anyone going over a certain degree of pendulum swing, the degree and line of tolerance becomes ostracised, marginalised and minimised.

The words mind set are so apt ‘set in concrete’ such are our beliefs which form our identities and we dare not break into the concrete, it is firm, a foundation, a fortress against another fortress. So we are unstoppable in our pursuit of gathering new members to the clan mind set after all safety in numbers.

Looking at the men who dismembered their daughters and the mind torn by trauma, drugs, accidents, horror and torture and becomes a tumbleweed rolling over in mad hallucinations, nightmares and loneliness one is said to  be mad and the other murderer’s.  In a way both are mad to another’s culture, in some societies the tumbleweed's are said to be inhabited by devils, demons. Some can be healed by prayer and other means, some will be executed, some will be locked away in asylums and the some sent to prison for life.

In a way as long as people are ‘taught who they are and will become’ there is very little freedom and scope to question and get back to original ‘Me / I’ and scary because there is no concrete, there is no security of a solid or perceived foundation.  So in a way all mind sets are ‘fake’ because they are genetically hand me downs mind sets. Some may enquire if there is no mind set what are you? A vegetable, a wandering homeless nobody, the great unwashed and unkempt. One who comes to this 'no mind' finds a consciousness of compassion and is in tune with the Universal Mind Set.

Native communities that are really almost completely out of touch with Western Education and mind sets do have mind sets of forest or jungle spirits and they are mainly to do with their connection with Earth and natural healing and the deep Shamanistic essence which is very well suited for their purpose. Yes they do have community however it is benign most of the time and they have their ways of mediation. It’s not perfect yet it works, there are tribal wars occasionally but they have the sense of co operation otherwise the jungle and forest if raped and owned will not support their ancient lifestyles. We in the West burn, scorch, hoard and fight and are reluctant to share, our mind sets set us apart.

Then there are a rare set of minds that have a mind set that is clear and they have reached the no mind no mind set, this is pure awareness, they do have a basic survival mind set, enough to survive in the world. They maybe found anywhere in any mind set, they are in the set but not of it.

My wish and desire is to be as above in the no mind set and to keep my awareness sharp as naturally as possible so as not form a dogma of having a no mind no mind set and set this as a belief and then become the identity I feel will build a construct and defeat the purpose of the article.

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