Unkockingthegrowthtrust.
Like a thief in the night who creeps past the
sleeping watchman the negative depressive energy and the feeling of pressure in
the head with a bitter taste and the stomach bloated with a mind foggy like a
murky car windscreen and a kind of goo slides down and covers it with a film of
blobs and brown smelly crap.
In this analogy my body is the screen and this
gunk is not inside so much as just below ‘skin level’ and if it were allowed
could seep into the bones and organs and produce serious malfunctions of the
brain and body.
It feels like a field of energy enveloping the
body like an aura or sheaths something like the magnetosphere, the ionosphere
around the Earth. I feel it is the astral sheath and the ego’s ally, all the
putrid acidic shit is conjured up in there and from its association with the
collective astral world sheath and the entities in that frequency range not
only exacerbate it with their vileness and putrid energy but actually feed on
it and from my contribution from my ego also contributes to this field and if
not checked goes in partnership with it ,a formidable alliance indeed.
This field is immensely strong and overpowering
and is part of the collective unconscious which is fuelled by media explicit
pornography, wars, news of horror terrorist attacks, hideous war crimes and
atrocities, satanic rituals, child sacrifice and paedophilia, horrific videos
of monsters and battles and so on, then
there is the drug scene medical and recreational, invading ET’s and all this
fuelled by Chemtrail and HAARP technologies of mind control and bad food and so
on.
This can get to the meditate'r especially those in
cities, quiet suburbs and country side can help lessen the effect, a cave or
monastery in the Himalayas would be ideal.
Even when I lay in bed warm and cosy and relax and begin to bless my body and the lovely day and feel one with the Universe,
silently and sliding into the mind, creeping like a silent serpent and lo and
behold intrusive thoughts, a fantasy, body aches. So my sleep is fitful and in
the morning and in the hottest day of the year so far and having gone to bed,
eat a snack late, I had the shakes and it was terrifying and a terrible
premonition, I awoke late and awoke to this gooey crappy horrible feeling as
described above and of course a gloomy anxious day, with an ominous feeling of
something horrible was to arrive.
Prayer, EFT, qi gong, exercise and meditation could not shift this and I
just simply watched it, I was too tired and exhausted to do anything else and
sleep was not on. I began to relax a bit and began to get some awareness and
breathe and watch the breath and gradually the dark gloomy clouds began to
slowly drift away.
The car windscreen as above began to clear as if
in a car wash and gradually the thin last sticky layer of accumulated mind
stuff peeled back. It was like that
artificial skin one can use over a cut, or skim on milk. As I watched and relaxed and was non
judgemental letting the process have it’s way, I realised that by not forming
opinions on what was going on I was not fuelling getting rid of or promoting a better situation, I was in neutral.
Later on as I stayed with it I had the feeling
that technology could induce these feelings and certain agencies could deliver
this through electronic and even chemtrails so thereby fuelling ones own stuff
and magnifying it. Furthermore should one not have some measure of awareness
and the ability to be a witness to one’s inner mechanisms then one could be
permanently possessed by these doom and gloom feelings and thoughts and become
a really sick person?
I have the feeling that the Earth and humanity are
being slowly poisoned and choked and strangled like the boa constrictor, the
python and anaconda and as we tighten through stress and anxiety the coils of
the serpent squeeze the life force and joy from us in order to feed them.
This of course takes away our energy and lots of
upper chest repertory infections, lack lustre life and no energy so very little
exercise then a couch potato and obesity, diabetes and all the world’s latest
viruses and morbid infections and mind patterns and slothfulness.
However what is outlined above is manageable to a
degree by cultivating this watchful witness who knows this is not natural to
the human mind and spirit and so cultivates the witness who is ever free and
untainted if it is not clouded. Eventually when humankind awakens out of the
gloom of oppression, suppression, austerity and horror it will awaken to the
mass ego mind games and throw off the blanket and shades and the curtains and
veils that hide the light of freedom and emancipation from the yoke of false
masters.
SHACK
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