Staring
what appeared from a dreamlike state to this green white and blue ball about
the size of a well grown orange this awareness did not wish to go there, it
wanted to remain in the darkness of space and be drawn into the light. It sensed or knew that this is the Great
Luminous Being, The Great Luminous One, The Great White Spirit, The Great Source of
Life, The Creator, God Almighty, The Father- Mother God, The Essence, The Great
Intelligence Behind All that was is and will be.
This
awareness was somehow instilled, sucked in, installed into a small container
and it then began to solidify into trillions of bits which seemed random and
yet became more stuck and glued together and become a shape and form.
This
form came out of the matrix of its new form and took on the role of a human
baby, empty and primal, and then came the process over the years of becoming stuffed
full of ideas, do’s and don’ts and many times this form asked itself in fear
and self doubt where is the light?
It
found itself on a path, a path of rough stumbling stones and thorny patches and
eagerly seeking and expecting the next turn in the path there would be the
light. The path presented all sorts of obstacles and yet although at times the
awareness found temporary relief in the worldly and Earthly offerings and
almost at times threw in its lot with the temporary transient solution for
peace, prosperity and everlasting joy, it was always haunted by the spectre of
decay, rust and mortality.
This
drew the awareness back to the light; the Great Luminous One which it sensed
was ultimate peace and joy. For this
awareness had glimpses of this in its quiet rushing mind chatter and found a
peace beyond all its Earthly charms, vista and enticements.
Like
a fish swimming in water and a human deprived of oxygen although taken out of
their environments they realise the lack of their water and air and yet do not
know what they are only the absence of them.
So
this awareness knows although the human vessel which has faithfully carried it
for now eighty years is becoming frail and the time of writing December 7 2018 not
in good health and physically and mentally shedding clutter and becoming longer
into silence and feeling the luminous one in those silences and no matter what
occurs there is the Great Spirit that in which all lives and moves and has its
being. The only fear is to be separated from the light and even that is fading,
for where can this awareness go that there is not the light?
SHACK
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