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The bare boards of many
things eluded too can suggest starkness and a sort barren wilderness or can by
adding gloss to the boards a lovely wood enhanced surface to walk upon and a
strategic rug adding to its glory.
Using this analogy to the
mind and coming to a naked bare mind this may conjure up a boring empty
simpleton, a senile mind or a mind constantly running away from an empty
content, depression and despair, lonely, unable to relate to anything and
perhaps leading to seduction as it runs away and desperately wanting to escape
the tyranny of its empty black hole or a trauma and even the perplexity of
creation and its big bang, god and quantum anomalies.
Here the role of fantasies,
constant role play, incessant mind chatter and the garbage of ever gossiping
repetition cover what seems to be a large void of emptiness a seeming
loneliness and even in a seemingly loving relationship the thought of the loss
of that and the ensuing grieving and mourning and the heartfelt wrench of the
departed brings back the deep felt ache to ‘bridge the gap’ to the past but in no circumstances the void of dull dark emptiness.
In deep meditation and at
some instances within the broad spectrum of these excursions into the inward
observation, like one’s gaze and attention is reversed from the outward world
as it were to witness the machinations of the inward world so to speak, one as an unbiased observer begins to become aware of various phenomena; perhaps the
tenseness of the body, the itch, then following the breathing to relax and then
to become aware of thoughts, at first like a film show on a screen then
feelings from those thoughts or vice versa.
Should one be gently persistent,
patient and persevering without force, relaxing and becoming non clinging to
any scenario no matter how seductive and alluring nor graphically horrific or
disgusting, one is merely a deeply interested witness but not for any other
reason just to be interested in the comings and goings of this information of
the contents hereby encountered and not for any particular gain or insight.
This then fosters a free
flow without censorship and allows whatever is in the mind to enter and go without
restraint including the urge to sleep or get involved in a fantasy or dream or
some distraction which then shuts down the witness unbiased observer to be
totally obsessed with the presented scenario and so the content and free flow
is localised to the fantasy and mind chatter and the trap door is placed over the
witness content reduced to a single event. This is local mind obsessed with false reality of mind as in contrast to a non local mind wide and allowing, the personal to the impersonal.
However should the witness
remain in its impartiality and the thoughts and content cease or become so very
faint, not by restraint or censorship, then one may find oneself in an emptiness not that of boredom and dark
despair and wanting to escape to a fake reality and one finds that this emptiness
is unusually serene, calm and peaceful with either a light or a subtle gentle
glow.
It would now appear that the hole, the gap, the
void of depression that occurred was the habitual brain washed conditioned
programming that was assumed to be the chosen reality and any absence of that
were to be reckoned as extinction of the said reality, was not the emptiness
was of a dark dungeon, a prison or rather a prisoner of darkness and a void
life of hopelessness and confusion but an attempt by that programme to preserve
itself at all costs and its dubious illusionary reality which appears so solid
and watertight, has now to be seen in the light above to actually be the
nearer or in fact the real being and the
programme was an overlay to cover the bare boards and that emptiness as above
is anything but dark, depressing,bare, naked and void.
On examination of the
‘spurt or prompt’ energy as the brain seems to squeeze the energy for the fantasy,
the gut energy to supply the urge energy for the fantasy begins to dwindle with the
intuitive feeling this is not me as a brain washed, fantasy, mind consumed
trivia, the flotsam and jetsam, the flotilla of meaningless chatter and
garbage, one relaxes and trusts the emptiness more and more.
However the false fake
former believed reality which was taken for granted as the real identity
reality scenario with its built in software and expanding box sets of CD’s and
DVD’s will rebel and not like to be usurped by this seeming void and its apparent non content and will
rebel in some instances such as sickness, joint aches, nausea, cramps, madness,
violence and even death, it is a formidable enemy, it will try sexual
seduction, wealth, ambition and often wanted recognition supplying it with
power and authority.
That touch of the true
emptiness will also resonate deep inside and intuitively and spontaneously call one not
be seduced or cunning employments but simply because one’s true self has
caught a glimpse of itself and deep within longs for oneness and the only true
love, that is loving oneself in an unconditional way that is beyond the tricks and
ego glory and one can say I found myself and do not need the approval from
false securities and materialistic hedonistic false illusions of self.
SHACK
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