SHACK 2083 PURPOSE

 

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Lying in bed and sometimes musing early in the morning and wondering if there is a purpose in Life, the Universe and creation and especially in my life?

Pondering and reflecting what might have been, the fantasies, the dreams and the ambitions now faded into a dream like past and dream like life as of now with a world wracked and fraught with a seemingly undetermined future, madness, crime and the heinous of crimes and atrocities and the latest James Webb telescope showing glorious sculptures and so far out in distance that is entirely incomprehensible to the rational mind and nearing the earliest creation and the 'big bang' seemingly as some of the scientists say without feeling, meaning and sentience, sterile and merely just a factory and nuclear furnace to manufacture elements that produce planets and us and so called organic life and dull and inert rocks that just happened by chance and gravity to form the Earth, Moon, Sun and the solar system and galaxies beyond, with absolutely no meaning and an accident. To me that is a bleak prospect and just a temporary enjoyment or suffering over a few years and no afterlife and remembered incarnation and upon death just an oblivion. No wonder why some just take and fake after all morals are just a highway code and to keep some modicum of mass ego causing annihilation as is of 2022 October and the talk of nuclear war between Ukraine with Russia or even a third world war and cold war plus extinction by climate change (I disagree with the scientific explanation, I feel it is a natural cycle plus a percentage of human abuse to the environment, see my blogs www.geoffreed.com for more detailed explanation with reference to the five extinctions). So what is the purpose of creation and our and my life in all of this?

Then there is the following; Creation is the dream and plan of a Creator, God Almighty and then the Universe which through evolution which is God's plan working out is entirely infused with His / Her spirit and alive and sentient and has given all creation free will in order to either follow the guidelines of creation and work in harmony with it or bring its downfall to a point where destruction and corruption destroy natural evolution and challenge the Divine Plan and then maybe the plan has that in mind, to see who will willingly and not by coercion go along with God's plan. Perhaps the extinctions are a way of evolution grooming and honing the creation to see who survives as humans, planets, galaxies as the plan evolves and the survivors are the pick of the bunch so to speak. Maybe this is so---who know's?

So I asked in my musings and felt insignificant and somewhat dreary?;I am nearing 84 years of age in eight days time, been retired twenty two years, mainly pottering about, health is not too great and to what purpose I am here and living, what good am I to my neighbours, the community and the world and to God's plan I do not communicate much with neighbours or family and am a solitary kind of person, yes I write this stuff all two thousand odd of them, another two blog sites on political and ethical matters one of which in archive with articles and blogs from a magazine that the editor closed down suddenly and he and I managed to salvage article of mine from the past.

However, at various times I seem to get some silent knowing that come in a micro dot or just a silent knowing, no thoughts, just a knowing and this was the understanding I got from it (as usual these inner experiences as it were are hard for me to describe or put their meaning to me which is intuitive and not in language, I call it spirit feel knowing, the language and communication of spirit to the human mind;your being here on Earth seemingly idle and without purpose is the purpose, past the fantasies, dreams of yore, you can rest in the peace, that peace that goes beyond understanding and this way you become peaceful and open to Spirit Inspiration and scribe it down also help top up the collective unconscious with peace and counter balance the negative frantic hype of the ego power lustful over the top inflated fiery amoral ego's that exist and prevail and also you sense the energies of those pockets that the cabal has which are the dark corners of the human collective unconscious which the dark entities and denizens from extra terrestrial sources feed on and excite. 

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SHACK 2082 PEACEFUL PASSING

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 During my hospice experiences I have seen many peaceful transitions and some that troubled. I had friends and patients who sensed their impending passing a colleague of mine lay in the upstairs room in a coma, he suddenly appeared at the top of the stairs and called his wife, Alice ran to the foot of the stairs and went up to his room as he went back and was dead on her arrival, Deepak Chopra recounts the extraordinary passing of his Dad and there are many such and varied experiences.

Then I had three dear ones who came out their coma, morphine induced pain relief or deep sleep and said to their love ones as their expression on their faces shone and they said in a strong voice ' this is wonderful', 'no need to fear' 'Hey I going home, its wonderful' and in a back article there are more than enough amazing stories.

In my NDE in 1942 I have said I saw this light and did not want to come to Earth, the peace and the warmth and utter love embraced me, whoever the experiencer was as I was four years old and did not have a sense of self as of now. So this disembodied witness was an intelligence before completely 'birthed and grounded in a body' and from the expressions and the feel of the departing witness entity I assume they felt the light as I did all those years back.

I get a touch of this when I meditate as described in SHACK ? one back.

So I hope my transition will take me peacefully back to the light, actually I am in that light in meditation and so I guess I have mini deaths, I do get a sense of a presence around me, it is hard to explain, however this is well beyond words and words and trying to explain somehow shifts into logic and limitation. I die to the world in meditation so I die before the ultimate death, so there is no death really just leaving the intellect and busy brain, all that dies is the past. 

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SHACK 2081 ESSENCE

 

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I came across this Mathew 5 by flipping through some quotes from all faiths that I collected over the years and it fitted in with a meditative experience I had that very morning.

I felt in that meditation; as my thoughts receded I was left in that calm all permeating unending flow of tingling energy in the body and peace in the mind, alert and dynamic and without thought.

I felt this 'was the essence, the salt being the analogy' as it were and gave it the taste and the flavour and definitely for me the enlivening ingredient as it seemed as the life force in me.

I feel that my energy somehow is enhanced especially when it is drained by some event and I feel the technologies and strategies employed through vast arrays of satellites, space junk, vaccines and food without nourishment and now with financial difficulties many are going for cheaper food, the fear and morbid news further leaking and sapping one's inner resources, so for me, sitting in the silence and meditating and prayerful gratitude seems to fill the void caused by fatigue and dreary outlooks and so on.

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SHACK 2080 SURE? sure! SURE*

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Like a sugar cube one may feel whole and alive whilst the years are kind to one or lousy if one's life is full of torment and misery. Leaving out fate, parents, reincarnations and so on and that phrases like ' thereby by the grace of God' 'or 'the hand of fate deal me this deal'we can either moan our fate or applaud it. A sort of fait de accompli.

In the last SHACK ? it states about reality and the grip on reality. Many of us have this tight grip on our perceived reality and yet as I have written so many times before our reality may not be so watertight as once thought and felt. 

If one should be brave and courageous enough and examine closely as to one's reality it may come down to being a clone in many ways; genetically to a some extent, but mainly through passed down ideas, culture and lifestyle. Certainly a large proportion are one's belief systems, largely hammered into one by inculcation and so imprinted and impressed on one that they are mostly driven into the unconscious and form an automatic response and reaction, like the trained athlete reflexes.

OK, so now perhaps the realisation that 'thereby by the grace of God' I could have been born to another family, religion, culture etc, etc, etc, and become so steeped in that whole belief system that one would fight for it, die for it and so on. Realising this that cube of sugar may become not so compact and comfortable and perhaps questions arise, well if I am an inherited mind clone and maybe even afraid to venture into looking into some other beliefs and maybe coming to a conclusion we are all in the same boat as it were, many of us think and feel to some extent we are free or bound and what is it that binds or frees us? We may realise that the examination with as little bias as possible will bring us to that same place as we  are mind clones, fighting one another and to some to the death, my beliefs are sacrosanct and yours of those of an infidel and some may tolerate the differences.

The bringing about by thinking and examining the above beliefs and assumptions may bring distress, bewilderment and shy away from going to the crux and depths of the matter. What if I am not so SURE anymore and realise my reactions and responses are so spontaneous (is spontaneity say of a child before brain washing takes over and firmly grips the open mind and encloses it in a coral--real spontaneity arrives from the free mind) that reactive, even instinctual in some events are masked and are reflex actions instilled by belief and behavioural and coping patterns.  

On venturing further and stepping tentatively at first, one becomes less anxious at loosening the grip on one firm felt and thought was my reality and that reality is becoming to be seen as a collection of belief systems many of which have been slightly modified down the ages and these have been hammered strictly or lovingly into the recipient and maybe left little choice and one may even surmise I really believe this and I was taught to be who I am, I always believed this so did my parents, family, culture and this is who I am. I was free and I am not a clone or some one else's ideas, I am a free thinker and not bound by my inherited beliefs and life styles, many may really and truly think this and be resolute and stand firm. 

Furthermore I will reject the above and say I am not a mind clone. Yet the early doubt could either drive one to distraction and cover it up and seal it away and yet the yeast, the seed of doubt may arise and one maybe drawn back to the quest and that quest maybe a simple statement; IF we or a majority of us are mind clones who are we really and if we are saying that reality is but a series of beliefs passed down from way back when and we can see that all these beliefs are different only but a few common points and concepts, a few basic morals for survival then who are we without being inculcated, brain washed and going down the byways and highways laid out by others. Then then appears to be no reality and I feel myself loosing my grip on reality OR IS IT reality, is it just a reality I have been taught and so implanted, so by repetition like a training programme, I believe I believe, now I can see its all a mind thing and I could be in any system or not, and what I now come to the conclusion intellectually that is THERE maybe no such thing as a reality ONLY if I give my whole life and energy to a set of beliefs and shut out any other conjectures and possibilities.   

What if I dare to feel that 'space' left in my mind and I even go to the idea, the mind is brought about by the content of its thoughts which are based on its beliefs? So when I realise that I am that SPACE vacated and left empty when the content of mind is subsided as in meditation and there is an awareness of awareness and that is all, I may feel this is the only nearness I can get to reality. Reality becomes an emptiness and that emptiness which is consciousness which is awareness which is Life is all there is.

Until one abides in this space of spaces, the collective logic and beliefs hitherto stored over the ages for humanity and this reincarnative past for the individual, in fact humanity and the individual share the same experiences tailored and suited for the whole to the individual a sort of holographic production. Until one can free oneself of the gravity pull of the belief systems of old which is so embedded and firm, that not only a wrench or crane can dislodge it and one may have to chip away and realise as the whittling process reveals gaps and one may have to do this and experience anxiety as the new vistas expose more of the vulnerability of the belief system and the fear of giving way to the emptiness or peace and awareness and the former ego idea of 'not having the safety and security of belief' and the ego detests emptiness because there it is not center stage so to speak.

So journey on and not only the sugar cube as above begins to dissolve as a belief system of itself, but old age creeps in and no matter how fit and well it begins to shrink and get less bodily and yet the mind can get more puzzled and yet again the space accepted more and more. So do we want carry over unfinished mind beliefs and reincarnate to sort themselves out in another life somewhere or somehow or do it now?

Maybe God has the same dilemma? I often cheekily and blasphemously think this at times, dear God I know you know the minds of your creation, but I wonder did you put this creation here for you to find yourself like the potter who looks at the pot and wonders how it got there and where did the idea for this pot come from? Furthermore from my mind says the potter and then what is mind and so on and the quest starts again. OR did God put all this here for us to sort through and come to the understanding like what I have written so many times, that the whole creation is constructed with particles, atoms, molecules and so on and the atom is empty. So emptiness of a sort is seen here and could that space be consciousness, life, and awareness of the true Self and maybe some sort of a reality> 

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6,500,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 

6.5 octillion atoms estimated in the human body. Might the human body  be 6.5 octillion .999999999 bits of something?

Figure out reality in this and then the whole Universe and dimensions and then contemplate this video below;

 

Whichever way you go psychologically, scientifically, meditation (meditation by Eastern methods, not meditating on a thought, prayer, creative visualisation and so on) you may arrive at the fact YOU ARE THE OBSERVER, the witness in meditation watching thoughts and letting them go by, the observer is a witness and what is the witness but an awareness aware of witnessing and then witnessing itself witnessing.

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The human body maybe just a belief and as we explore the nature of reality, which maybe reality is an awareness which is space. We ascend eventually to be just an awareness. SHACK

SHACK 2079 GRIP

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IT’S OK TO LOSE

 

YOU’RE GRIP ON REALITY

 

AS LONG

 

AS YOU

 

ARE AWARE

 

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YOU’RE AWARENESS

 

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SHACK 2078 PROJECTOR

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 Again hard to describe these inner experiences and so an experience just after listening to a tape of delta frequencies; It felt like a beam or light from a projector was coming out of my third eye and the screen was my mind, so the screen was at distance so to speak in the mind projection and all contained within the mind, there were definite images being projected from my 'third eye'.

I felt the Cosmic Mind did this on a grander scale and they were holograms and were made as three dimensional projections and each form say like the human form had this unique and amazing ability to feel solid, feel emotions and be sentient, as for planets, stars, bugs and spiders they too had this gift of their intuitive senses as per their creation.

I felt that in the future and to some tiny degree the new human Homo energetica spiritulana might have this gift of manifestation and probably the Atlantean / ET have this ability to some extent.

Way back in early SHACKS I described when I was an electrician before changing to forensics, I used to meditate at times in a noisy air conditioning plenum and on one occasion I sensed or felt, more like an inner vision, small spirals getting larger and growing longer and with each spiral a tiny bird, growing larger as the spiral went along the flowing spirals and each growing larger and the bird growing proportionally, concomitant and commensurate until fully grown in the spiral depiction from birth to death again this way of sensing the manifestation by the Universe as a spiralling holographic sentient creation.

I also remember in this previous article and I cannot find it as there are so many that at this plenum I actually saw through a brick wall and came out of the plenum into the workshop to check what was going on in the parade ground which was empty yet I checked with the camera was visited by a group of pigeons and goose flying and pigeons on the ground.  To say I was shaken and in awe is an understatement, I have also described in a back article three instances of bi location and friends and workshop attendants to prove, one was a series of visits to teach meditation whilst living in Hendon and the visit to Mill Hill, once at Christmas in Bournemouth staying with friends and bilocated to a church in the Isle of  Iona in Scotland and to a friend in the USA some years later.

By far the greatest 'gift' was doing eight hour lectures; many of the workshops commenced Friday evening at six and finished at eight, then Saturday and Sunday they started at ten till six. In many I did not use notes at all and it just flowed. I used to have a minute or two silence after the introductions and then I felt like a 'tap' had been turned on and vice versa the tap as it was turned off.  All in all I presented 670 workshops in the UK, Belgium, France, Germany and Canada and saw 3000 sessions with people in one to ones or in clinics. Some were in Universities, Brussels Belgium EU and in Rome at the FAO (Food and Agriculture UN Rome) and a mixture of private venue, houses, churches and various other assortments of venues. 

These have as far as I know never happened again since the early70's, there are other gifts such as the puja at a persons demise, intuitive knowings at events to come, sensing through hands (psychometry) and seeing auras, these are not permanent abilities but arise when there is a need for them, the need is not determined by me it is a spontaneous occurrence. 

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SHACK 2077 WELL WELL

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Keep saying

 

All is well

 

All is well

 

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It is well

 

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