(Rafa Nadal has this also and his wiping and bottle placing, these movements like checking the door is locked many times, somehow are safety and security coping measures what is it one is not sure of, the fear of death, the unknown or something else, childhood trauma, have a drink same thing. Being safe in the known and routine, a kind of addiction.(SHACK)
I have thought a lot about being compulsive and obsessive; it seems to me that the ego mind, that is a mind filled with programmes, agendas and conditioning which form a belief system or a system of tenets eventually becomes the platform and foundation of ones life. It becomes the be all and end all of one's existence and one will defend and champion it in some instances to survive torture, mutilation and death and those who do the torturing and pursuance are as adamant in their faith as the one being shackled and hurt.
So compulsive and obsessive behaviour is a safety net, a sort insurance to keep the status qua. A tight hold on the object, subject, the object, the stalker of that in which compulsiveness leads one in the quest of that compulsion leads to the object and so on and safety in. It could be as simple of the loss of a lucky charm, a sacred script, a person, pet, set of affirmations and obsessiveness drives the compulsion. One fixes one's attention into a narrow laser like beam in order to use total focus and energy to obtain that which one feels adds security and safety to one's life.
It can lead a person to believe that this enlightenment, a sure unwavering devouring energy and nothing else matters and so all thought is eradicated except the one compulsion and obsessive one and so cocooned into a stagnant mind and totally insulated from all other aspects of life.
The King is in the castle and the compulsion and obsessive programmes are the fortresses and the drawbridge is only let down when it is safe and adheres and goes along with the Kings dictates.
So compulsive and obsessive behaviour is a safety net, a sort insurance to keep the status qua. A tight hold on the object, subject, the object, the stalker of that in which compulsiveness leads one in the quest of that compulsion leads to the object and so on and safety in. It could be as simple of the loss of a lucky charm, a sacred script, a person, pet, set of affirmations and obsessiveness drives the compulsion. One fixes one's attention into a narrow laser like beam in order to use total focus and energy to obtain that which one feels adds security and safety to one's life.
It can lead a person to believe that this enlightenment, a sure unwavering devouring energy and nothing else matters and so all thought is eradicated except the one compulsion and obsessive one and so cocooned into a stagnant mind and totally insulated from all other aspects of life.
The King is in the castle and the compulsion and obsessive programmes are the fortresses and the drawbridge is only let down when it is safe and adheres and goes along with the Kings dictates.
SHACK
The magic charm or amulet may because of its history give one confidence, after it was blessed and used by Guru X, Master Y and been in my family for years and years, mind you it can bring confidence and a surge of energy, please be cautious and examine it carefully.(shack)
The magic charm or amulet may because of its history give one confidence, after it was blessed and used by Guru X, Master Y and been in my family for years and years, mind you it can bring confidence and a surge of energy, please be cautious and examine it carefully.(shack)
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