The
symbols of the memorabilia were a front and a kind of safe that when opened
revealed a huge energy system and a structure beyond the imagination; take the
NASA badges and memorabilia. That opens a huge multi dollar organisations,
hundreds of offices, factories, subcontractors, scientists and Universities and
the satellites, various rockets, the Moon, Mars and where else? That energy
glamour, astronauts, amazing scientific revelations and endless mind games
surrounding this, similarly the Police, Forensics, intrigue, allowed seeing
beyond the press and media and so on. The fantasies built around these, the
aspirations that were not fulfilled and dealing with the childhood sadness, ill
health and lack of self esteem all was tantamount to the leading up by the
realisation through ‘the Buddha, NDE, Quantum’ stuff to recognition and realisation
even these huge institutions plus my workshops and presentations at the EU
Brussels, The UN in Rome, various Universities and societies, travelling Europe
by air, train and car and the massive work of 670 workshops, 3000 patients and
so on all built up a content of and an accumulation of what?
As
much as one may see and think this is or was a wonderful mark of success and it
was perhaps in a worldly sense they were only short term, memories and retired
from all this just a dream gone by, mind stuff, a DVD / CD’s all holographic
and recalled in detail and embellished by a very sharp active imaginative mind.
The
Buddha of Quantum, the NDE, The Koan, the Shift of Holosync and my realisation
that everything I could hear, see, touch, feel, intuit, dream, my body the very
life in this body were all on hire, short term leasing, I really did not own
anything, even my thoughts were all fleeting, hear one moment, next day gone the there actually is nothing to hold onto, no coat hook on any door and I
knew weeks, months, some years before that these memorabilia were the key hole
to expose the impermanence and illusion of my so called reality, this life in
my body, this beautiful body which reflected and taught me so much about the
frailty and impermanence and nothing could be taken for granted, I knew this
intellectually but now it hit home and began to hit home and make the soft
vulnerable underbelly be exposed and naked to the world and what then if the
badges of authority and that assumed power was gone, how would I survive
without the former identity of the symbol of memorabilia?
Nearly
every person has or seeks an identity for this is the nature which binds
society together, the bonding and so on, the tribe, the religion, the political
party, the national team and sovereignty, the King and Queen, the family, the
gang and then the labels; doctor, lawyer, policeman, mother, father, Geoff,
George, Sabrina, Angela, Yusef, Fatima, Hosei, Natasha and so on, and the
badge, the certificate, the social status defines that and in back SHACKS I have gone into this with some gusto and
detail.
The
early days of newspaper print and on close examination one could see a picture,
a photo made up of little dots named pixels
In digital imaging, a pixel, pel, or picture element is
a physical point in a raster image, or the .... In computing, an image composed of pixels is known as a
bitmapped image or a raster image. The word raster originates from television
scann They
also used before the pixel a system called half-toning, the point being that
all the life experiences are a pixel, a half tone which collected and sorted
according to ones programming would form a digital formation( Digital usually
refers to something using digits, particularly binary digits.) A photon is the smallest discrete amount or
quantum of electromagnetic radiation. It is the basic unit of all light. )
So these digits of
experiences, these dots and digits form into the fields of magnetised packets
or mind
A hologram is
an image that appears to be three dimensional and which can be seen with the
naked eye. Holography is the science and practice of making
holograms. Typically, a hologram is a photographic recording of a light
field, rather than an image formed
by a lens. The holographic medium,
i.e., the object produced by a holographic process (which itself may be
referred to as a hologram) is usually unintelligible when viewed under diffuse ambient light. It
is an encoding of the light field as an interference pattern
of variations in the opacity, density, or
surface profile of the photographic medium. When suitably lit, the interference
pattern diffracts the light into an accurate
reproduction of the original light field, and the objects that were in it
exhibit visual depth
cues such as parallax and perspective that change
realistically with the relative position of the observer. That is, the view of
the image from different angles represents the subject viewed from similar
angles.
If one cuts up a
holographic negative and projects it through a projector then each part has a
whole holographic representation, whereas a negative taken by a camera lens
which is cut only shows the part. Therefore the software light fields go to
make up an entity by collection and hoarding known as the memory and all this
is contained in a symbol which is the code and key to these memory fields, so
this in time accrues to become a conglomerate known as ego and takes on a life
of its own and apparently to the observer which is the ego looking at itself as
reality.
However the ego also
has an intellect, logic and numerous references abilities and as such it can
also evaluate itself through its logic and understanding, when the ego begins
to realise it is a programme through witnessing other programmes and learning
from wise persons who have seen this and begins to see its foundations are
shaky, this of course was the Buddha / quantum / NDE / Koan stuff and all those
pixels of understanding that went with it. Then the ego discovers there is a
witness besides itself, the Awareness of Consciousness and so the either sudden
realisation and Sartori, emancipation, freedom from its own domination and
falsity or a sudden reluctant chipping away at the individual ‘pixels’ until it
achieves Sartori.
This conglomerate no
longer exists as a paramount and stand alone entity. It is surprising when the
ego itself wishes to shred its encumbrance and realising it has been the cause
of its own suffering that the pressure of the awareness is allowed through,
either as above in a colossal big whammy or a gradual incremental process.
There is another
factor; the Universe is made of or consists of atoms, particles and even so
called emptiness of mind or space, the field, the vacuum there is a buzzing
dynamic and somehow the ego when partially of completely dispersed feels this
buzzing dynamic when a gap appears in the gradual process as a peaceful, light
glowing dynamic and realises it is the awareness experiencing itself and that
is the source of being and ones true identity.
False fake
identities which seem so real at the time have dissolved into the nothingness
they came from and just were an addicted mind to occupy itself with incessant
chatter, internal dialogue, hoarding, fantasies and making all this mind stuff
so real by billions of years of collective karma through repetition, desire,
intentionising, desperation to be the outcome of the dreams and fantasies and
in the end realising they are a pack of stacked cards about to fall and the
secret not stack them up again.
SHACK
gettyimages.com
Are we but the dots, the half tones of life merely built up by the illusion of reality.
Could it well be that the particles in the quantum are the half tones which make the visible Universe.
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