The Resume Place
When I contemplate my accomplishments in the outside world such as successes, failures, material comfort, health and relationships apart from health I do not really wish for anything more or put it mildly I haven't the interest or energy for new projects or relationships. Age maybe, or maybe something else?
I got to thinking or more like a feel think that all possible accomplishments are temporary, and like a dream gone by so what next I ask? Since life in a body is so short no matter what age looking back and living in the memory of the past is like living a dream and not to my mind satisfactory much like the continual to me not interesting videos and repeats one gets on TV, so switch it off and ----?
Maybe I am mistaken or just another dream or hoping vainly there is an after life, and since I have no children and relatives, friends that I deeply am associated with, I have a compassion but very little emotional love for anybody and just have a smiling glance at me and my lot.
So since I feel there is reincarnation and I do not wish to make a come back (reincarnation is making a comeback and reincarnating itself) and I feel like a kind of magnetism I maybe drawn back to finish off unfinished business, a sort of divine accountancy, then emotional and programmed agendas have a lure so I feel that I want to give myself not the ego programmes of this world, the material hedonism that seems to prevail but the more refined and hopefully pristine energy body suitable for the energetic refinery of the next dimension.
So whatever years are left I will endeavour to do things which I feel maybe commensurate with the incarnation where this soul entity will sojourn and perhaps even move on from there.
SHACK
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