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Wondering
why I drift off into fantasy and if it could be because I am lonely,
disenchanted with life or some other thousands of things?
All
of the above are masks in various disguises, they also make me want to search
for the so called ultimate peace and quiet so in a way this disquiet is the
reason for my quest and it is part of the spiritual journey.
In
a way I am lonely not for the worldly goods, a lady companion, mates, hobbies,
success in the material, possessions, endless wanderlust, nay, it is for the
oneness with my essence, the essence of life.
Not the essence of previous incarnations but from whence all life came
about. It is indeed acceptance of who I am before indoctrination, brain washing
to be a somebody, conditioning to follow the herd, grooming to be successful
and famous.
When
I have peeked on rare occasions and the mind is without thought there is a glowing radiance, a grace and a soft yet mighty feel, a happiness and joy and I
feel complete and whole then the loneliness and disquiet is eased and gone and
I am in acceptance.
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